Thoughts before heading off to the workplace, influenced by epic cinematic music by Zack Hemsey.
There are times when I wonder if I am in some sort of an Inception-like universe. Nothing feels real. Nothing makes sense. In so many instances, I have no idea what I'm doing--what purpose do I serve in this existence. How I envy normal people. They go about their lives without a care, and I suppose that assumption is incorrect, not to mention unwise. Everyone has issues. Minds of their own filled with a million concerns, only they're not the same as mine.
Looking too much at the bigger picture. So big, it's a Herculean task to comprehend it all. I guess that's why university professors, the most brilliant intellectuals--that lot--so many of them happen to be eccentric, bordering on the insane.
Probably just like me now, wondering if all this is a dream. A really bad dream. And if I finally find enough resolve to deal death upon myself, I would wake up. Just like in Inception.
That movie is a total mindfuck, mind you. I love it.
I saw that movie "Inception". At least I think I did...now I'm not so sure.
ReplyDeleteAre you a "the top keeps spinning" or a "the top fell over" kind of person?
The end meant a lot to me, as I have not been with my own son enough.
When I was young, I fantasized that the world a all a production. Like, as we travelled, crews ahead of us were busy building fake towns. If I was clever enough, or they were careless, I might find a copy of the "Big Script" laying around.
Of course, that is the movie "The Truman Show", but I had the idea years before! Of course, if I directed "The Truman Show", it would have a Lot More Sex! And I would lock the doors so that annoying "minder" guy can't interrupt me having evil, degrading sex with my fake wife. Vibrator and condoms product placement!
Sir Steve
isn't it all just a dream?
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