Thoughts before heading off to the workplace, influenced by epic cinematic music by Zack Hemsey.
There are times when I wonder if I am in some sort of an Inception-like universe. Nothing feels real. Nothing makes sense. In so many instances, I have no idea what I'm doing--what purpose do I serve in this existence. How I envy normal people. They go about their lives without a care, and I suppose that assumption is incorrect, not to mention unwise. Everyone has issues. Minds of their own filled with a million concerns, only they're not the same as mine.
Looking too much at the bigger picture. So big, it's a Herculean task to comprehend it all. I guess that's why university professors, the most brilliant intellectuals--that lot--so many of them happen to be eccentric, bordering on the insane.
Probably just like me now, wondering if all this is a dream. A really bad dream. And if I finally find enough resolve to deal death upon myself, I would wake up. Just like in Inception.
That movie is a total mindfuck, mind you. I love it.
